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Monday
01:54
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You wanted to talk, said that things were too slow
But the things you were saying, they just didn't flow
Things like I didn't fit in with your clique
But its not that hard to try to act like a bitch
You know
I know
The things you were sayin, I thought you were playin
But the way you perceived it, it wasn't smooth sailing
I wish I had bothered to listen more carefully
But you had always praised me for being so carefree
You know
I know
You know
I know
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2. |
SMASH
00:22
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SMASH SMASH SMASH
ALLIWANNADOISSMASH
GIMMIE THE KEYS TO YOUR CAR AND I'LL WATCH THAT FUCKER CRASH
TAKE ALL OF YOUR PICTURES AND I'LL THROW 'EM ON THE GROUND
GIVE ME A FUCKING LIGHTER I'LL BURN YOUR FUCKING HOUSE DOWN
SHIT
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3. |
Voice
01:56
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With all that's going on I feel like I don't give a shit
But I'll have to suck it up so let's just get this over with
Life's just way too simple, no, that life's just way too lame
And I'm doing all I can to keep from going down in flames
I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, I can't
I'm trying all I can so that I don't fit in
But the way these shoes don't walk, and the way this voice won't talk
Is the reason why I won't, it's the reason why I'm fucked
I can't find you, I can't see you
I can't find a voice
I can't find you, I can't see you
I can't find a voice
With all that's going on I feel like I don't give a shit
But I'll have to suck it up so let's just get this over with
Life's just way too simple, no, that life's just way too lame
And I'm doing all I can to keep from going down in flames
I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, I can't
I'm trying all I can so that I don't fit in
But the way these shoes don't walk, and the way this voice won't talk
Is the reason why I won't, it's the reason why I'm fucked
I can't find you, I can't see you
I can't find a voice
I can't find you, I can't see you
I can't find a voice
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4. |
Base Jam
01:00
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"You two, just go.
Do the thing.
Dododododododo."
- Albuny band, 2018
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5. |
The Regret of Saint John
01:40
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I can't remember, can't remember what I did before
Can't walk, can't crawl, can't get off the floor
Something's moving in me, going way too fast
Gotta try my hardest just to make this last
I can't sleep, I can't think
The room is spinning
And I'm in deep
5 more to set the record straight
1 more for now, can't let it go to waste
10 in too deep and I don't like the taste
I'm down for the count, not that we're counting anyway
I can't sleep, I can't think
The room is spinning
And I'm in deep
I can't sleep, I can't think
The room is spinning
And I'm in deep
I'm in deep
I'm in deep
The room is spinning
And I'm in deep
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6. |
Unknown
03:12
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All my old friends, I never talk to again
All my new friends say that's just part of growing up
But I don't wanna grow up too fast
I wanna stay out til 3 a.m.
Doing all the stupid shit you know I can't
Cause I don't wanna grow up too fast
I wanna sleep in til 3 p.m.
Avoiding all the stupid things that I should do
But now I'm in a pit of "I don't know"
Next to the "Sorry's that I can't go"
And everybody knows that I'm afraid of
Committing what I know to the better unknowns
I was neverrrrr the smartist kid you know
And I'm neverrrrr gonna be the only one
Ignorant to all the bullshit force fed lies
And their seeking prying eyes
Watching waiting for a chance to break
They're gonna stuff me in a suit and tie
Glue on stupid fucking lies
And try and teach me how to dance their way
But now I'm in a pit of "I don't know"
Next to the "Sorry's that I can't go"
And everybody knows that I'm afraid of
Committing what I know to the better unknowns
But I don't wanna grow up too fast
I wanna stay out til 3 a.m.
Doing all the stupid shit you know I can't
Cause I don't wanna grow up too fast
I wanna sleep in til 3 p.m.
Avoiding all the stupid things that I should do
But now I'm in a pit of "I don't know"
Next to the "Sorry's that I can't go"
And everybody knows that I'm afraid of
Committing what I know to the better unknowns
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7. |
Homecoming
03:04
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Going out without a sound, not wanting to be found
By anything or anyone, by anything or anyone
Picture this, a movie moment, our lips meet as our eyes are closing
The scene fades to a happy ever after, such a shame there's not a happy or an after
I can't find a truth in what I said is "I love you" but you are
Dead to your parents for the way that your hair flows
I kinda miss 'em but I'm better off alone
In the dark with my headlights guiding me home
But home is a place that I don't really know well
Coming out, my shell is free, but not wanting to be seen
Doing what I love the most, doing what I need the most
Picture this, a movie moment, my lips sealed as I'm forced back to the closet
The scene fades as a narrator says, such a shame there's not a happy or an after
I can't find the truth in what I want is only this but you are
Dead to your parents for the way that your dress flows
I won't ever miss 'em cause I'm better off alone
In the dark with my headlights guiding me home
But home is a place that I'll never get to own
I can't hide the truth in what I am is what I am, but I am
Dead to you both for the way that my hair flows
You say you're gonna miss me when I've really gotten nowhere
In the dark with my headlights guiding me home
But home is not my place and I don't wanna go there
I don't wanna go there
I don't wanna go there
I don't wanna go there
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8. |
Introverted
03:04
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I said to use me again
You said there's no way you can
I'm feeling weak at your touch
And now that I know my place
I know the look on your face
There is no way I'm this tough
I said to use me again
You said there's no way you can
I'm feeling weak at your touch
And now that I know my place
I know the look on your face
There is no way I'm this tough
I'm lost without a cigarette, I know the way to my own chest
It's locked behind my favorite drink, a shot of death to make me speak
Give me poison, give me self control
Give me all the things I think I know
I'm lost without a cigarette
I know the way to my own chest
I said to break me again
You said there's no way my friend
It's not the first time you said
I said I know how it goes
So good god don't take my pros
It's not the last time you said
I said to break me again
You said there's no way my friend
It's not the first time you said
I said I know how it goes
So good god don't take my pros
It's not the last time you said
I'm lost without a cigarette, I know the way to my own chest
It's locked behind my favorite drink, a shot of death to make me speak
Give me poison, give me self control
Give me all the things I think I know
I'm lost without a cigarette
I know the way to my own chest
I'm lost without a cigarette, I know the way to my own chest
It's locked behind my favorite drink, a shot of death to make me speak
Give me poison, give me self control
Give me all the things I think I know
I'm lost without a cigarette
I know the way to my own chest
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9. |
Self-Restraint
02:57
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I wanna kick, I wanna punch, I wanna scream
But I've got too much self restraint that's holding me
Mixed with the fact that everyone's asleep
I don't think that I'll ever get to be me
I wanna be alone when everyone's around me
When I'm alone I really want someone to hold me
I'm a jerk but that's only when you're near me
I'm a jerk but that's only when you're near me
I wanna fight, I've gotta fight, I need to fight this
I wanna die but I know this world's not perfect
I'm having trouble understanding if it's worth it
I'm having trouble understanding if it's worth it
I wanna kick, I wanna punch, I wanna scream
But I've got too much self restraint that's holding me
Mixed with the fact that everyone's asleep
I don't think that I'll ever get to be me
It's kinda crazy how the ones you think you know
Are the ones who never come out to my shows
How the ones who say they always have your back
Are the ones who never ever face the facts
It's kinda crazy how the ones you think you know
Are the ones who let their truest colors show
In your time of need, that time you really need them
Turn their backs and say "Fuck you, John, you're broken"
I wanna fight, I've gotta fight, I need to fight this
I wanna die but I know this world's not perfect
I'm having trouble understanding if it's worth it
I'm having trouble understanding if it's worth it
I wanna kick, I wanna punch, I wanna scream
But I've got too much self restraint that's holding me
Mixed with the fact that everyone's asleep
I don't think that I'll ever get to be me
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10. |
Self-Image
02:24
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That sweet smile, that you know I hate
And that posture, God you know I'm trying
To be everything that I wanna be
To be everything you don't know me to be
So kick off your shoes, and take off your clothes
But I'll keep mine cause the good lord knows
I'm not comfortable with myself, I'm not comfortable with my body
I'm not comfortable with myself, I'm not comfortable with anybody
So here's a sign, up in the sky
I'm not alone, I'm on my own
I see the veins that pump all your blood
I see them echo off of themselves
I wanna show them off to the world
I wanna keep them all to myself
So kick off your shoes, and take off your clothes
But I'll keep mine cause the good lord knows
I'm not comfortable with myself, I'm not comfortable with my body
I'm not comfortable with myself, I'm not comfortable with anybody
So here's a sign, up in the sky
I'm not alone, I'm on my own
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Albuny Conway, Arkansas
made up of three college dropouts who have nothing better to do than play shitty punk music in my parents' house
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